The Moonlight

                 It's was middle of the night .. rest of the day was great got a new job kind of having mixed feelings inside mind and heart sometimes even right, im feeling confused, just try to roaming around in the room no idea but it's a again gonna be a sleepless night ..may be I'm missing something in this life or in simple human language they called madness.. as roaming around just standing in balcony out of the boxed type room which was filled with 2 another ambitious and confused girls so while standing at balcony watching moon it was exactly at the top and it was like a spotlight usually I hate spotlights only focusing a personal one and it pointing out to you but somehow in middle of the night I'm quite enjoying it like no one can watch me or may be watching like I'm the only one and the feeling of the cool light it's like a fresh rain water droplets sometimes it touching me hugging me with this wind i can feel it on my arms it reminds me someone but that's a totally different matter and it didn't even matters so just analyzing my whole day a week or a life or a upcoming challenges i have to face from now but hold a second is this is the right time  to do this or i just have to enjoy the melody of wind .. I think that would be better ..this mind have so many things to say , shout it's not quit inside ... 

              tones of things are happening around myself sometimes wanna show concern to every single think but sometimes I just don't wanna give a damn shit on it , i think it's better to ignore everything else and good enough to feel this moonlight which also traveling around for many of them like me or may be it just here to spot me only...I just wanna click a photograph of this moment in my mind for rest of the life for my old days .don't know if i can find these notes I'm writing right now  or not but its making me feel better and better only for this moment...